Duesr

The past few months for me have been very interesting for me. I have been feeling quite stressed at work. I spend long hours there and rarely do I get to see many of my close friends. Having said this I began to question whether or not I really want to work there, my life was miserable and I was in a constant state of just  not knowing. Then something popped into my head. First of all My life is not my work. Certainly part of my life is work, but not all of it. I needed to stop thinking that way or I was in danger of having a breakdown. Secondly I have not been very creative in a very long time. I have become a creature if habit and that is one thing that makes me unhappy. I do not like doing the same thing repeatedly. I like new experiences and I need to start taking time for myself. I need to create and not be stagnant. Third, I need to be honest with myself and with others. I need to say what I need to say to others more often and not worry about the consequences. This does not mean that I need to be rude or crude, just honest. Do not spare people’s feelings, just be honest. I know that I have written about this before, but something has changed.